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[Sunday
September 25th, 2005
2:22pm] |
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wow i havent updated in like years man..well anyways umm my cousin already left and i had soooo much fun with her it was deffinatly the experience i will never forget. umm last sunday i went to locobazooka last sunday and i had sooo much fun! i went with my stepsister that i love sooo much and we got wicked close to the mosh pit and it was wicked fun and scary lol.. people were croud surfing everywhere and everyone was throwing frisbees and bottles with stuff in them and i got hit by one and got allllll wet and some kid that was standing next to me got wicked pissed that i got hit and he made like this big thing and then i got hit by the frisbee on my shoulder and that hurt a lot..
there was like over 50 bands there and i saw smile empty soul life of agony ill nino seemless dope bury your dead and disturbed they were all wicked good and i had a lot of fun and met my stepsisters friends and they are wicked nice i liked them
and yesturday i went up to maine with my bestist friend ever nickie! and masha came too and it was sooo fun and then i ended up staying over her house and i liked it a lot i had a blast! and last night when we came home we watched a movie called shawshank redemption it was wicked good and me and nickied cryed so much lol.
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[Wednesday
August 17th, 2005
11:17pm] |
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i went to nickies house today and i had tons of fun and i met masha and shes really really nice and i dont even <3 nickie anymore i love her!!!! shes the best person in the whole world and i love her soo much!!!! k well that was most of my day besides cleaning and stuff coz my cousin from portugal is coming tomorrow and i havent seen her in like 5 or 6 years and im wicked excited!!
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[Tuesday
August 16th, 2005
10:11pm] |
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I LOVE NICKIE A WICKED LOT!!!
ok good night *big smily face*
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[Tuesday
August 16th, 2005
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yea today i just came back from camping with my dad and my stepsisters and stepmom and stuff and we had a wicked lot of fun and there were wicked hotttttttt guys there and i was like whoa to like almost every guy that walked by me and one of them had the biggest mohawk ive ever seen and he was soooo fucking hotttt
then the people that were the next camp site over were wicked nice people and they gave us christmas lights to put in the fire coz he did it and his fire was like a whole bunch of different colors so he gave us the other ones that he had that didnt work anyways and we stuck it in the fire and it turned a whole bunhc of different colors like red blue purple green it was wicked cool i took pictures of it and stuff
and when i came back today since i missed the whole going to high school to get our schadules and shit sice i was camping so i asked nickie to get it for me and she did and my dad took me to her house on our way back and i got it and she showed me her room and OMG its the best thing ive ever seen in my whole life! i am in love with her fucking room!!!!!
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[Saturday
August 6th, 2005
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im at my dads and im going camping on thursday and im wicked excited coz i def. dont remember the last time i went camping but whatever..then when i come back from camping my cousin from potugal is coming to stay with me and im wicked excited for that too coz i havent seen her in 6 years which is the last time i was there...but o well i think im going back there for a month next summer but i dont know well now im gonna go talk to nickie anne coz shes the best! bye
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[Monday
July 18th, 2005
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well i came back from rome and greece like 3 days ago and i had fun me and chertina became really close and im really glad we did we have like billions of inside jokes and there great. and ha nickie you remember LPM! haha that was soooo fucking funny! i love you sooo much your the best! wow when we were in the germen airport some guy came up to me and asked if i was germen and i was like no and hes like thats too bad we would have some cute germen babys that was weird and im wicked bored so i desided to steel this thingy from chertina!
:x: name = amanda
:x: piercings = 5
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height= umm..5'2" i8 think..
:x: shoe size = 8
:x: hair color = brown
:x: siblings = 3 stepsisters
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = no clue
:x: movie you bought = no clue
:x: song you listened to = staind
:x: song that was stuck in your head = disturbed
:x: cd you bought = I dont know
:x: cd you listened to = umm a burned cd
:x: person you've called = meg i think
:x: person that's called you = nickie and kylie
:x: tv show you've watched = i dont know
:x: person you were thinking of = eh lets not talk about that...
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = unfortunatly yea..
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yea
:x: you think about suicide = yea
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = hahaha thats funny hell no
:x: you want more piercings = yea
:x: you like cleaning = sometimes
:x: you like roller coasters = yea
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
FOR OR AGAINST...
F=For A=Aginst
:x: long distance relationships = F but it depends on the situation
:x: using someone = A
:x: suicide = F
:x: killing people = it depends so i guess F
:x: teenage smoking = F
:x: driving drunk = A
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = F
:x: soap operas = F
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= no
:x: ever cried over a boy = yea but only one
:x: ever lied to someone = yea i wish i didnt thought..
:x: ever been in a fist fight = no
:x: ever been arrested = no
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = pantene
:x: shoes do you wear = whatever i feel like i guess
:x: are you scared of = too meny things
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= once
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once
:x: of hearts I have broken? = ha none
:x: of girls I have kissed? = one too meny to count
:x: of boys I have kissed? = ^^^
:x: of girls I've slept with? = well my friends when i sleep over there house but nothing happens..most of the time anyways
:x: of boys I've slept with? = none
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = like 5
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= none
:x: of scars on my body? = too meny
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = way too many to count
Favorite...
:x:5 letter word: dont have one
:x:actor/actress: i dont really pay too much attention
:x:Candy: twix
:x:Cartoon: spongebob
:x:Cereal: dont have one
:x:Chewing gum: orbit
:x:Color(s): i really dont have a favorite color ha
:x:Color nail polish: i dont paint my nails
:x:Day of week: friday
:x:Least fave day: monday
:x:Flower: roses
:x:Jello flavor: i dont really like jello that much
:x:Jewelry: the rings i bought in Greece
:x:Special skills/talents: hahaha me tallents yea ok
:x:Summer/Winter: i like both of them
:x:Trampolines or swimming pools: both
|| Person who last.. ||
:x:Slept in your bed: me
:x:Saw you cry: my little sister then asked if i was preganat with ians baby
:x:Made you cry: a person
:x:You went to the movies with: ian but it was a wicked long time ago
:x:Yelled at you: my mom
:x:Sent you an email: i dont really check it
|| Have you ever.. ||
:x:Said "I love you" and meant it?: yea
:x:Gone out in public in your pajamas: yea
:x:Kept a secret from everyone: well only one person knows
:x:Cried during a movie: i dont remember but i probly did
:x:Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: no
:x:Planned your week based on the TV Guide: ha no
:x:Been on stage: yea
:x:Been to New York: yea meny times
:x:Been to California: no
:x:Hawaii: no
:x:Spain: no
:x:China: no
:x:Canada: yea
:x:Europe: yea
:x:Asia: no
:x:South America: no
:x:Australia: no
:x:Wished you were the opposite sex: omg yea they have it sooo easy!
Random
:x:What time is it now?: 10
:x:Apples or bananas?: bananas
:x:Blue or red?: red
:x:Walmart or target?: either or doesnt matter
:x:Spring or Fall?: i like both
:x:What are you gonna do after you finish this?: hang out with chertina
:x:What was the last meal you ate?: umm breakfast
:x:High school or college?: college
:x:Are you bored?: yea
:x:Last noise you heard?: the keyboard and little kids
:x:Last smell you sniffed?: french toast my mom is making for the litte kids
:x:Last time you went out of state? yesturday
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[Thursday
June 23rd, 2005
3:03pm] |
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omg only 9 more days untill i go to rome i cant wait!!!!!!!! me and meg have been hanging out like almost everyday..we went to the 99's yesturday and that was fun we ate sooo much though i thought i was gonna fuckin fall over then we went to nickies house and her mom answered the door and she was sleeping coz she works nights and i felt so bad and then nickie came to megs house and she bitched at us but we seriously felt so bad we didnt know she worked at 11 we thought she left the house at like 6..but yea that was all that happened yesturday and now im getting ready to go to megs house again!! fun fun!
i love ian
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[Saturday
June 18th, 2005
7:11pm] |
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wow i havent updated in a while...nothing much has happend except im talking to kylie and i miss her soo much! and shes coming back! like the day after i get back from rome! and im trying to do my digital cameral thingy and the pics wont go on the comp and its pissing me off but oo well....im so cold its freezing in my house i hate it so much well im gonna go down to lowell with my parents coz theres nothing else to do..
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[Saturday
May 28th, 2005
9:20pm] |
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TODAY IS MINE AND IANS 1 YEAR ANIVERSERY!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy! i love hime so much and i hope we last forever
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[Sunday
May 22nd, 2005
2:43pm] |
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wow i havent updated in a looong ass time...wow im so bored and i have nothing to do in my pathetic life..well next weekend is mine and ians anaversery and im soo happy and in july im going to rome! me and meg are gonna have soooooo much fun but im gonna miss ian soooo much well im gonna go coz i dont have anything else to say bye
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[Saturday
April 16th, 2005
12:12pm] |
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cant really make this a long one coz i have to finish getting ready coz im going to babysit my cousin..i just finished cleaning my WHOLE house and im tired o well i guess it needed to be cleaned really bad.. i skipped going to my dads house coz i was supposed to go to the dance last night but i didnt end up going in sted i went to the movies with ian and we had fun..well i did anyways. and i also skipped the weekend coz i have to babysit tonight and tomarrow im going to some portuguese thing at my other cousins house..well im gonna go finish getting ready for babysitting..probly update while im there.
i love ian!
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[Saturday
April 2nd, 2005
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[Saturday
April 2nd, 2005
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i hate how when you tell someone something they pretend like they care and they tell you that they love you and then you actually believe them and then you look at yourself in the merrior and then you think your such a stupid idiot how could you do that to them your such a stupid retartd and your the one that coused everything to happen and its not there falt and they really do love you and they mean everything they say but you were just to hurt to fully relize it and then your world that was perfect 2 minutes ago has now crumbled down before you and theres not a damn thing you can do about it
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[Monday
March 28th, 2005
6:21pm] |
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this week has been boring and theres really nothing to say...so there was really no point in me updating but no ian made me..o well i love him and i guess i have to do whatever he says....
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[Sunday
March 20th, 2005
12:41pm] |
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im sooo fucking bored! theres nothing to do...im so fucking sick of the computer and i wanna go home so i can see my doggy and play with him....i had fun in florida but i missed ian a lot..
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[Saturday
February 19th, 2005
8:40pm] |
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i had fun today i spent the whole day with my dad we went out to eat and then we went to look at cars and then we went to a school parking lot in lunenburg and he let me drive his truck around! i had fun but i was wicked scard..i thought i was gonna hit something but i didt..my dad was scard too..lol he didnt actually sit back in his seat until after about 15 minutes lol it was wicked funny...wednessday im leaving for florida! im gonna have sooo much fun but im really gonna miss ian...
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[Friday
February 11th, 2005
11:53pm] |
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i just got back from babysitting and im soo fucking pissed right now...i didnt even want to babysit in the first place but i said yes coz i felt bad coz she gave me a fucking guilt trip and then i told her that i wanted to come home coz i have to go shoping for florida tomarrow and i have a bitchday party to go to and she said that it was fine and that she would call me when she left whever she was going so i could call my mom and when i was babysitting she called me and she askes me if i dont mind staying over and omg i got so pissed i had already told her that i wanted to come home and she was being a fucking bitch about it and then to top it all off i called my mom to ask her what to tell the other one so she wouldnt think i was a bitch and my mom goes well dont blame it on me just tell her that you wanna go home and then i told her that and she goes ok well i guess ill drive you home and then she brought me home while her sister stayed with her kids and then om the way to my house she goes well was john home and i was like i dont know and she goes o coz i was gonna say if he was then he should of come to get you and i wanted to call her a fucking bicth sooo bad but i didnt...maybe ian is right...maybe i should stand up for myself coz im so sick of me always saying yes to people and then i can never do anything over the weekends i feel like im always doing something and i never have any time to even think any more...and im sick of people taking advantage of me coz i always end up feeling bad saying no to a person so i get stcuk doing something i dont want to do and then i get looked at as a bicth for doing something for them its like what the fuck and then i end up getting so stressed out that i cry and it just sucks really bad!
i love ian
<3 amanda
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[Wednesday
February 2nd, 2005
10:17am] |
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hi my name is dan and i am nigger in reverse, spell that shit backwards and thats mah name bitch hahahahah suck my dick!!!! please? just kidding ima go shit myself so i can be like gary, after that all i need is a 2 inch dick
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[Monday
January 31st, 2005
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wow havent updated in a long ass time well coz ive been grounded for getting ar in school for writing a note to dan in ss about the teacher and she caught me and i got in trouble but anyways friday i had the nest night ever me and ian went to the movies and it was our 8 month annaversery and it was cute he was being sweet and stuff so yea it was fun and saturday me and my stepdad went to go look at cars and one of them was an escalade and my mom wants it and then saturday night i babysat and that was cool coz they wernt bad or anything and they listened to me so yea then sunday i didnt really do much i went out for dinner in andover, ma me my mom and my stepdad and we had chinese food at this place called china blossom and it was wicked good and i dont really like chinese food so yea well my moms yelling at me so i gotta go
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[Sunday
January 2nd, 2005
3:32pm] |
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i cant wait till im 18 im soooo moving out i hate living here! my moms such a bitch all she cares about is my stepdad and no one else! grr i hate him so much why did he have to move in i wish my dad lived here not him...
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